kuclux123

Hello! I'm Ryanda evan. You can call me whatever you wish as long as I don't get offended.

=outpouring of my heart=

laughter is present ... ..
There was a smile in my day ....
now gone ..
has destroyed everything ....
with my absence from you ... ....

love is always there ....
This will be true ....
with my absence ..
from you ... ..

These wounds ...
These tears ...
regret this ...
it brought together my absence

excuse me ...
This loyalty
'll love this
This understanding will ...
This service will
you ... ..

because of limitations sorry ..
because of lack not perfect ...
sorry if I was a coward ...
because of this limitation ....
This heart has been injured (again)
thank you for my injuries
thank you for these tears

regret very sick
may be true ...
all my fault ...
because love
because I do not deserve to be loved ....

Go if you want ...
fly free ...
flutter your wings ...
because you have free

do not ever remember this wound again
everything was too sick for the memories
I make bad memories ..

kill me from your life ...
like you kill me ...
like the present ....

I'm sorry ...
because it turned out ..
it all just a dream ...

I should have realized
I should know myself
I should not love you
this deep ...

What do you want to do
I will not bother you again ...
with my absence ...
of all ... ..

This fragile heart ....
This soul has died
because of you ....

some creature what you ...
because like a stone
heartless ...
heartless ...

This wound enough to here
What this means self
without self-esteem

I hope you are satisfied ...
had me dying because
lies ....

I was wrong judging ..
I think you love ..
love me
to care ...
had me crying again ...

turns out that promise ... ...
I can only hear ditelingaku
I can only store in my memory
now stay promises promises ...

now I believe ....
now I'm sure ....
you are not the best for me
or vice versa ....

had enough of all this I'm going through (again)
aq is not strong ...
fragile soul
my soul to die ....

may be the best
who can accept what is
you ... ... ..

sorry for the limitations
in loving you
solitude may be better ...
for me ... ... are you ....

I want my smile back
as before ... ..
whether this wound up when
I kept

sorry for this love
sorry for this limitation
sorry for li'mnot perfect
sorry ... ....
with the absence ...
I hope you are satisfied ...
and this injury will be etched ..
I hope you calm down without me ..
happy without me
by your side ... ...
FOREVER ... ..!!!!

Thamy apa barusan yg gua liat di jalan tadi itu lo ?

lo pasti tau apa yg terjadi sama gua sekarang,sama keluarga gua,dan cuman lo yg bisa ngertiin gua, ngertiin perasan gua.
Dan di saat hati gua lagi goyah kayak gini,lagi berantakan kayak gini, lo pasti bisa nenangin gua .
Dan kenapa di saat gua lagi butuh sama lo, lo gak ada di sisi gua ....


thamy.....

gua kangen sama senyum lo
gua kangen sama kata-kata lo, yang bikin hati gua tenang,
Dan gua kangen ama tangan lembut lo , yang pegang tangan gua erat,,
gua kangen sama lo tham,, apa lo gak pernah mikirin gua di luar sana..


Thamy udah 2 tahun gua sendiri mencari jejak lo..
Hati gua hancur banget saat lo pergi , yang tak pernah bilang-bilang sama gua,,
bahkan bayangan lo masih melekat di benak gua..

thamy bisa kah lo bisa dengar rintihan hati gua,
gua bener-bener butuh lo , gua bener-bener kangen loh saat ini.

*TOLONG KASIH TANDA  KE GUA KLO ITU LO ,,BARUSAN GUA LIAT TADI*

tawa itu hadir…..
senyum itu ada dalam hariku….
kini hilang..
telah musnah semuanya….
bersama kepergianku…darimu….

cinta ini selalu ada….
setia ini akan ada….
bersama kepergianku..
darimu…..

luka ini…
air mata ini…
penyesalan ini…
kan kubawa bersama kepergianku

maapkan aku…
akan kesetiaan ini
akan cinta ini
akan pengertian ini…
akan pengabdian ini
kepadamu…..

maapkan karena keterbatasanku..
karena ketidak sempurnaanku…
maap jika aku pengecut…
karena keterbatasan ini….
hati ini telah terluka (lagi)
terima kasih untuk lukaku
terima kasih buat air mata ini

penyesalan yang teramat sakit
mungkin benar…
semua ini salahku…
karena mencintaimu
karena aku tak pantas untuk dicintai….

pergilah jika dirimu menginginkan…
terbanglah bebas…
kepakkan sayapmu…
karena dirimu telah bebas

jangan pernah ingat luka ini lagi
semuanya terlalu sakit untuk di kenang
jadikan aku kenangan burukmu..

bunuhlah aku dari hidupmu…
seperti dirimu membunuhku…
seperti saat ini….

aku menyesal…
karena ternyata..
semuanya hanya mimpi…

seharusnya aku sadar
seharusnya aku tau diri
tak seharusnya aku mencintaimu
sedalam ini…

lakukan apa yang ingin kau lakukan
aku tak akan mengganggumu lagi…
bersama kepergianku…
dari semuanya…..

hati ini rapuh….
jiwa ini telah mati
karena dirimu….

entah mahkluk apa dirimu…
karena seperti batu
tak punya hati…
tak punya perasaan…

cukup luka ini sampai disini
apa artinya diri ini
tanpa harga diri

semoga dirimu puas…
telah buatku mati karena
kebohonganmu….

aku salah menilaimu..
kukira dirimu sayang..
cinta kepadaku
Tulus menerima aq apa adanya

ternyata janji itu……
hanya bisa aku dengar ditelingaku
hanya bisa aku simpan dalam memoriku
janji kini tinggallah janji…

kini aku percaya….
kini aku yakin….
dirimu bukan yang terbaik untukku
ataupun sebaliknya….

sudah cukup semua ini aku lalui(lagi)
aq sudah tidak kuat…
jiwaku rapuh
jiwaku mati….

semoga dapat yang terbaik
yang bisa menerima apa adanya
dirimu……..

maap atas keterbatasanku
dalam menyintaimu..
mungkin kesendirian akan lebih baik…
untukku……juga dirimu….

aku ingin senyumku kembali
seperti dulu…..
entah luka ini sampai kapan
aku menyimpannya

maapkan atas cinta ini
maapkan atas keterbatasan ini
maapkan atas ketidakk sempurnaanku
maapkan…….
dengan kepergianku…
semoga dirimu puas…
dan luka ini..akan terpatri
semoga dirimu tenang tanpaku..
bahagia tanpa diriku
disampingmu……
SELAMANYA…..!!!!!

Hello! I'm  Ryanda evan. You can call me whatever you wish as long as I don't get offended.

=outpouring of my heart=

laughter is present ... ..
There was a smile in my day ....
now gone ..
has destroyed everything ....
with my absence from you ... ....

love is always there ....
This will be true ....
with my absence ..
from you ... ..

These wounds ...
These tears ...
regret this ...
it brought together my absence

excuse me ...
This loyalty
'll love this
This understanding will ...
This service will
you ... ..

because of limitations sorry ..
because of lack not perfect ...
sorry if I was a coward ...
because of this limitation ....
This heart has been injured (again)
thank you for my injuries
thank you for these tears

regret very sick
may be true ...
all my fault ...
because love
because I do not deserve to be loved ....

Go if you want ...
fly free ...
flutter your wings ...
because you have free

do not ever remember this wound again
everything was too sick for the memories
I make bad memories ..

kill me from your life ...
like you kill me ...
like the present ....

I'm sorry ...
because it turned out ..
it all just a dream ...

I should have realized
I should know myself
I should not love you
this deep ...

What do you want to do
I will not bother you again ...
with my absence ...
of all ... ..

This fragile heart ....
This soul has died
because of you ....

some creature what you ...
because like a stone
heartless ...
heartless ...

This wound enough to here
What this means self
without self-esteem

I hope you are satisfied ...
had me dying because
lies ....

I was wrong judging ..
I think you love ..
love me
to care ...
had me crying again ...

turns out that promise ... ...
I can only hear ditelingaku
I can only store in my memory
now stay promises promises ...

now I believe ....
now I'm sure ....
you are not the best for me
or vice versa ....

had enough of all this I'm going through (again)
aq is not strong ...
fragile soul
my soul to die ....

may be the best
who can accept what is
you ... ... ..

sorry for the limitations
in loving you
solitude may be better ...
for me ... ... are you ....

I want my smile back
as before ... ..
whether this wound up when
I kept

sorry for this love
sorry for this limitation
sorry for li'mnot perfect
sorry ... ....
with the absence ...
I hope you are satisfied ...
and this injury will be etched ..
I hope you calm down without me ..
happy without me
by your side ... ...
FOREVER ... ..!!!!





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